Freeze!

Today, my friends celebrate their graduation party. I used to say to myself that I am strong. Everyone has their own path, their own way. I tell myself that the thing that I hate whenever attending my friends' graduation is not the fact that they have graduated and I have not. But it is the crowded and the sunlight. But today, it turns all the way round. There is this moment when I freeze for a moment. I stopped hearing that song this afternoon, like freezing. Then I realize that I am actually sad inside. I am sad... I was about to cry but I hid it and do it at home. Oh my!!!