Horrifying Year of 2025

 Hi, it's been a long time since the last time I wrote.

I'm glad that Blogspot is still available. Given the rapid changes in technology, I thought that this would have been shut down.

Many say to have a journal to pour your thoughts. I've just realised that this is one of them.

2025 was a horrifying year.

The government is going crazy with their new "breakthrough". Almost at the end of the year, there were landslides destroying hundreds of houses, and they killed many people. It happened in 3 provinces, and the government's response was very slow and insensitive. 

This year also becomes my first year of not having as much patience as before, and for the first time, I show my unlikeness to those hurting me, be that family, friends or others. That results in a broken relationship, and at times, that hurts me. 

I tried to forgive that particular person and approach that person. Yet the response was not friendly, as if I were guilty. Every month, when my hormones change because of menstruation, I almost always think of that moment when I cut that person out of my life. I often feel guilty but have no one to talk to. In life, I have learned that sometimes, you cannot share everything with people, even with your parents or spouse. I was thinking of going to a psychologist, but I tried hard to heal myself first.

Now, I have totally cut the access to that particular person for the sake of my mental health. You have to save yourself; your mental. Do not wait for others to help you.

There is a lot to say. I have too much on my mind that I cannot arrange them into good writing. Gonna come back later.