Oh my!

I sacrifice my time, my mind, energy, and money for that event. I even leave my family, my mom, ignoring my brother, and burdening my father, maybe. I am too focus. Even I don't have time anymore to think about my self. I am busy with others, thinking how to create the best as I can. I am okay with that. The pathetic and the saddest thing is that I never put these efforts for my religion, for the sake of the God's order, religious activity. Never! How come naura, if it is for the sake of your religion, you are still bargaining with your self; in terms of time, energy...  you never waste your money that much, you are never serious. Really pathetic!!